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    在雨后2点钟,空气夹杂着湿润与清凉,但耳边却不宁静。终于选择一个自己的家,摆设并不是崭新,空间也并非舒适宜人,只是当初在我踏进这个房间的时候,忽然问道了“家”的味道。新家在五环边上,每天可以目睹着北京进进出出大大小小的车辆,他们日夜奔波不停,以至于让我在深夜写作的时候,都在聆听着他们碾压路面的声响与他们飞驰而过的潇洒。我是空虚而无味的人,每天为了工作与懒惰斗争,为了朋友与自私斗争,为了快乐与孤独斗争,为了脸面我与痘痘斗争……我并不是一个愈战愈勇的勇士,而是一个电力不足的时钟,每日依旧旋转着指针,却时快时慢无法精准。

     

    抬头瞭望路灯点缀的五环,像极了一个随时等待起航的机场跑道。几米的《幸运儿》中,大家都非常嫉妒他们的老板,因为他完美、杰出、富饶,还因为他的背后长出了一对翅膀。飞,一个可以具象的联想到鸟儿的遨游,也可以抽象的假设成为人类灵魂的一次解脱或者出逃,当然对于“飞”的理解,每个人心中都会有不同的见地。但我从小就是惧怕高度的,也没有幻想过可以飞会成为一种幸福,所以当我在听许多歌曲中“我要飞”“我想飞”之类的话语,我会觉得愚蠢与抵触。我不需要自由,因为我从来没有放弃过束缚,我也不需要躲避,因为我相信一切事物都没有想象的那么糟,当然我更不想到坠落,因为我一直生活在陆地,只有这样我才会觉得安全。

     

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    Angela Tangwrote:
    清晰的听着轮胎刮过地面的声音,看着这样的“繁星点点”,夜深人静的时候,总感觉自己不属于这里,呵呵
    是我自己的感触罢了
    29 Oct.
    imere Gwrote:
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    2 Oct.
    m2m vincentwrote:
    错过了去北京工作的机会,所以一直没有去感受这个城市的点点滴滴
    15 Sept.
    悠由有又wrote:
    不知道为什么 我有想玩俄罗斯方块的冲动了
    28 Aug.
    Denise H-wrote:
    嚯,这是夜里几点钟的景象?
    25 Aug.
    青 卫wrote:
    北京的夜,灯光闪闪,寂寞点点
    21 Aug.
    知了wrote:
    我们最后是否只有满足。
    19 Aug.
    Wu Mirandawrote:
    所以...你没想过去蹦极喽..
    30 July
    imere Gwrote:
    您又 #¥……&(#@#!¥#@……&……&×&
    26 July
    wrote:
    想念

    家的味道
    24 July
    Jeremywrote:
    微弱的燈影迷離,這座城市發生著多少的故事。
    22 July
    树 河wrote:
    有的时候自由也是种逃避吧
    22 July
    Carrie Zhangwrote:
    很平静的样子...
    21 July
    rock Kidwrote:
    这照片曝光不够。

    东五环还是北五环?
    同问
    21 July
    补丁 butinwrote:
    东五环还是北五环啊
    21 July
    Hermanswrote:
    去水立方游泳吧!
    21 July
    Kenny Chiuwrote:
    Ray说夜深的时候人总是特别脆弱
    而我要说夜深的时候人总是多愁善感

    在如此炎热的季节 有雨也是件开心的事吧
    21 July
    imere Gwrote:
    空城·飞鸟
    21 July
    Vino Yaowrote:
    你的文风因为种种原因,变了。
    21 July
    夜深的时候人总是特别脆弱。
    21 July

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